Childish

I found a new guilty pleasure,
in telling you how I feel in a joking manner,
when every word is the truth,
God I wish you only knew the truth.

Oh, what i want to say, Damn so bad,
You mean the world to me, your special,
Instead I Laugh, haha you know i love you,
God I wish you only knew the truth.

I would sacrifice my greatest talent,
For the nerve to kiss you, no, To even ask for a kiss,
I feel love when you touch me, I play with your hair, I hear your Voice,
The most painful love imaginable, The kind you can never, ever hold on too…

I feel Disabled and unable to, relate to you,/
Is it the Age, Race, or Labels thats persuading you/
To show so little pain when I lay facing you/
No, Its cause you feel no pain, I only wish you felt the same, I do/
I die a little bit inside when I can’t stay with you/
The truth is, confusing, I’m actually afraid of you/
And not of rejection, or losing affection/
Cause When you don’t feel the same, Things get weird/
And I Risk Losing, my Best friend/
Oh, And, You love another man, Who you hold dear to you/
But regardless of where I stand, I will Always be right here for you/